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Sunday, March 6, 2011


Damn I've fallen into the Tumblr trap.

I BLAME YOU JOEY CHAN.

Plus, I haven't updated this in a while, I will update this occasionally and when i'm really bored, finishing the 30day thing... (HAHA completely forgot about that)...

But tumblr: lovemuchxx.tumblr.com

Kkkk see you there (:


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Dead or Alive?
Monday, January 31, 2011


So I haven't blogged for over a month now, but I have a good explanation for this :D
I was in China and then I went to Hand-on Science.

China was the same, just days of shopping and traveling to Guangzhou every now and then. I bought 7 pairs of shoes! It was so hard bringing them back to NZ because I had no space left in my suitcase! I bought so many phone charms and I bought presents for my friends (: haha. Aside from the shopping, visiting relatives was also another major thing. I stayed at my grandparent's apartment in Shenzhen, and my aunty lived in the next building over, which was good because her house had unlimited internet. However, I couldn't blog in China, because China decided to be gay and block Facebook and Blogger, so I pretty much had no entertainment ):
China's weather was pretty good, it did start to get cold by the time we were leaving. The first week, it was sunny almost every day, but by the end it did start to get gloomy (I blame the pollution) and it rained a couple of days.
One thing I hate about China is its transport system. I live in Shenzhen which isn't the best city because they are still fixing and building the subway, but even when I was in Guangzhou (3rd largest city in China), the transport was shit. Maybe its because of all the people, every bus would have so many people that everyone was packed to the point where you couldn't even breathe properly. Its a lot worse in the subway. Everyone is packed to tightly, if one person doesn't hold on tight and this person falls, this would create a massive domino effect. It was not cool.
I think the main problem with China is its population, there are WAY too many people. Well I guess its still better than NZ where there are no people on the streets (e.g. my first day in Dunedin... Didn't see a single person on the street until I walked into town). The large number of people in China causes most of the problems, like the transport problem. And also pollution. It is getting so bad in China, its gloomy every day, and sometimes I just don't want to breath that air. My grandparents' apartment was on the 23rd floor, so we were fairly high above the ground. Sometimes the fog/pollution would be so bad I could barely see the ground. That is one of the reasons why I sometimes really hate visiting China.
China was pretty awesome, with all the cheap stuff and all the cool new things that you don't get to see in NZ. Oh and their McFlurries are LOVE. They are so nice! The ones here are so fail.
Second half of my holiday, for a week I traveled down to Dunedin to attend Hands-on Science at the University of Otago. This was a week of 244 nerds from all over NZ attending geek camp for a week. Though I do regret not knowing about the Auckland one, as it was more academic apparently. But HoS was still a lot of fun. I was a 'lonely-only' meaning that I was the only person from my school, so I felt a bit lonely at times, but on the first day I met people and instantly became friends with them. I love how at HoS everyone met different people and just instantly got along with each other.
So the science we did at HoS? I did the Pharmacy project, which was uber boring, but it was fun showing off my knowledge when we were doing titration problems ;) Most of the pharmacy project was mixing chemicals together to create new chemicals. We made zinc paste, lip balm and aqueous cream. Oh and I forgot to mention my highlight of the week, when I stabbed myself with a needle during aseptic dispensing, here is a photo of the type of needle I stabbed myself with:
Yeah, totally smart of me.
On top of our projects, we did things called 'snacks' which were 2 afternoons spend working with other departments of the university. The first snack I did was water testing at Orokonui. That was so boring. I did all of that in Year 7 when we tested Lucas creek down by my house.
But I loved my second snack, Biochemistry. I regret not choosing Biochemistry for my project. First we did a lab with lactase, which turned lactic acid into pyruvate, that was awesome, but kinda easy because the procedure was very similar to my EE, so I was familiar with the spectrophotometer. The second lab was the best, Gel Electrophoresis. I loved this lab, after learning about it at school, I had always wanted to do it. It was awesome taking the DNA and placing it into the gel, and then seeing it under the UV light after. Here is a photo:
See the DNA fragments? Yeah that was awesome.
Apart from the science-y and nerdy stuff, we had a lot of fun with other activities. The activity everyone misses the most was playing table tennis in the common room everyday at free time. It was seriously awesome, since hardly any of us could actually play table tennis properly, we just kept missing the ball and hitting the ball as if it was badminton. I think everyone misses playing TT. Other activities we did, apart from shopping in town, was the Taeri Gorge train trip. That was a fun trip, except it did get kind of boring. But when we started talking to Keron, it was hilarious -glares at Henissa-.
I miss all the friends I made at HoS, especially since some of them I probably will never see again since they all live in other parts of NZ ): Like in Wellington or in Southland. Well it was a good experience, and I will never forget it.

So back to school in 2.5 days. I'm not excited. Mocks... Haven't studied at all...

^^

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#4
Wednesday, December 15, 2010


Your views on religion.


Mmmk, so I'm an atheist, and I do believe in evolution. Mainly because I love science and the proof of evolution is amazing, all the fossils, DNA hybridization and etc. But today's task is to talk about religion.

Growing up, I never really knew anything about religion till about year 7 when I moved to Kristin. For those that don't know, Kristin is a fully Christian school. Before going to Kristin, I didn't even know what the bible was, or why people even read it. To be honest, I still can't read past Genesis today because I just get so bored (no offence). At Kristin, all new students entering the middle school would be issued a bible in their first REAP (Religion, Ethics and Philosophy) lesson. I still have my bible hiding somewhere on my bookshelf today, though I haven't touched it for a few years. In addition to these weekly lessons, we would attend chapel services two or three times a term. THEY WERE SO MUCH FUN. Though I'm not Christian, I LOVED going to chapel at Kristin, it was like a massive youth group, we would talk, play games, sing and eat.

Kristin made religion fun, but at the same time, Kristin took religion pretty seriously. Unlike some schools I've heard about, that pray or something every morning, Kristin prays at the appropriate times, at the beginning and end of assemblies and chapel services. I remember the 'Kristin Core Values', number 6 was 'True Christian Values', haha I find that kind of funny, I don't know why.

Anyway, I'm off topic. I find that whether we are religious or not, religion will always exist around us, even if we take no notice of it. Its just something in the world that we live with, and if it doesn't bother people like me too much, I generally don't mind. Everyone has different views, and everyone believes in different things. If you're Christian, thats great, thats your way of life, I don't mind, I'm not gonna change your way of life because its your life. I find that as long as people don't go too overboard with this religion stuff, we can all live together and accept each others views.

~♥~

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#3
Monday, December 13, 2010


Your view on drugs and alcohol.


If drugs means medicine that a doctor prescribes, sure its fine, it will help your health and prolong your life. But when it comes to drugs, as in substances that will have a negative impact on any living person, nooooo way. Our body is designed not to have harmful substances disturb the metabolism that is happening. However, drugs do exist in our society, and there is no way we can ban it completely and prevent all the trading of drugs. So we learn to live with it, as long as I don't encounter or use any of these substances in the future, I don't really care.

Alcohol, personally, I don't want my liver to begin failing at a young age. But there are so many underage drinkers, I don't understand why they do it, don't they want to live longer? Don't they all have an aim in life they want to achieve before they die? Theres a minimum age to alcohol not just because of all the crazy things that us teenagers do, but our bodies are fully developed enough to take in alcohol just yet. Sure, when we're older and our livers are nice and healthy, alcohol is fine. Some types of alcohol can even be beneficial to our bodies in some way, but for now, at my age, I like staying healthy and sober, I can soak up more of the world instead of dying at an early age because of some liver-related disease.

~♥~

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Where you'd like to be in 10 years.


In 10 years, I will be 26. I hope that I would have met my other half by then, but not necessarily married. I hope to have graduated already from any university that is outside of New Zealand. I hope to be living in either America or in Australia.

In terms of work/career, I would like to be a doctor. In 10 years, I would be out of medical school and beginning my way to becoming a consultant (maybe), or if I get really fail grades, a being a general practitioner will be fine. I'm not gonna say all that stuff about 'helping the world' or 'being in a third world country and helping them build hospitals' because thats not what I really want. In 10 years time, I would just like to be working in a hospital in a big city. Sure, helping people is my main aim of becoming a doctor, but having a massive impact on the world is just too much work, and takes too long. But in the future, I would like to be the CEO of my own hospital, somewhere in a nice city, and not a third world country, because my own health comes first, before any one else's. Working in a third world country would be tough, the living conditions will be poor and I may not have the team and help I need to do what a doctor does.

In 10 years time, I hope my love life would be a hell of a lot better LOL. I hope to have built up an even clearer image of my perfect guy, because right now, my expectations are pretty low (I blame AIC guys for being fags). My expectations used to be pretty high, like those guys in dramas, like 吴尊 ♥ (damn he's so hot). I just hope that I would have met -him- and hopefully it won't take too long, like how its dragging out in How I Met Your Mother (FAR 6 SEASONS AND ALL WE'VE SEEN IS A FRIKKEN FOOT!).


In 10 years time I would like to still be in contact with all or most of my primary/intermediate/high school friends. This is getting much easier with the help of Facebook and MSN. They'll always be my true friends because the friends I make in university will all be doing the same major as me, and there will be so much competition (especially in medicine), that there will be a few broken friendships. 


So in 10 years time, I hope for major improvements and development in my career and love life.

Where do you see yourself in 10 years?


~♥~

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#1
Sunday, December 12, 2010


Your current relationship. If single, discuss how single life is.


Okay so i'm single as a pringle atm.

It has its high points at times. Its great to spend a lot more time with friends, rather than just with a boyfriend all the time. It feels great to gossip with my girlfriends and listen to their opinion. And the best part is, we can talk about how hot and good looking some guys are. If I did that with a boyfriend... LOL GG. I love being able to talk to anyone without my head being bitten off because the other person will get jealous and annoyed. I like how not having a boyfriend means less arguments every week, or day in some cases. I like how life can be carefree most of the time, and the only person we really need to think about is ourselves, not saying that I become selfish when I'm single.

With all good things, there are some consequences that come with it. One thing I hate is that, sometimes you never have anyone to go anywhere with, like seeing a movie or going out to play, friends will always say they have something to do, but when you have a boyfriend, they're often dedicated and would do anything with you. I love having someone to talk to about anything. Even with my girl friends, I can't tell them everything, this is why I often vent on my blog or in my diary. You can't always trust friends, especially not with your secrets and true feelings, but with a boyfriend, you know you can trust them (unless they're a complete douche). Having someone to talk to is important, keeping feelings locked in your mind/heart sucks, it can seriously hurt you mentally sometimes, and friends just aren't the right people to vent to sometimes.

The thing I miss most about being in a relationship is caring for someone. When you're in a relationship, you would do anything for this person, the one thing that makes you happy is their happiness. I love caring for this one person and doing whatever I can to make them happy. Loving them is also another matter, to love someone and to dedicate your life to someone is something that I really like doing. Maybe this is why I want to do medicine.

So... Single life is good to an extent, so much more free time, but no one to talk your mind to.

But no boyfriend for me until graduation, unless... :D

~♥~

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Yeah, my life is so lame, that I decided to do this again. I'm not gonna post everyday, but i'll try finish this within the next 2 months :D


This is really for Tumblr, but doesn't matter.

~♥~

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Imperfections.
Monday, November 29, 2010


I hate a lot of things in my life.

Especially how I look.
Why can't I be pretty?
Why does my skin have to be so bad.
Why can't I get rid of all this acne.
Why is my face always so red.
Why is my hair so thick and hard to deal with.
Why do I always slouch.
Why do I have so many scars.
Why are my legs so fat.
Why are my arms so flabby.
Why are my eyes so small.
Why is my face so fat.
Why are my feet not proportional to my height.
Why do I have to be so ugly?


My life isn't that great either.
Why does my life suck?
Why do I have to be so dumb.
Why can't I be smart like the other students.
Why does everyone assume I'm smart.
Why did I chose the IB.
Why am I aiming so high.
Why can't I be satisfied with Auckland Uni.
Why do I often bury my head in books and ignore the rest of the world.
Why my life be awesome?


I hate my life.
I hate being the one thats always left out.
I hate being the one that no one likes.
I hate being in the background.

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I love you -=100th Blog=-
Thursday, November 18, 2010


I hope that -you- see this, I wrote this just for -you- (ignore the bad English):
when our eyes used to meet.

My

But to you

Even though at

But I just don't exist in your world anymore.
I wish that I could forget you.
But

I wish you could just
or just
right now.
But
because I

I hope that one day I will be able to tell you that
and that one day

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Neglecting my blog?
Wednesday, November 17, 2010


So I haven't really posted since about a month ago.

No, I am not gonna use the lame excuse that I had too much work to do. But, after you post something everyday for a month, it does get a bit annoying, and you just seem to have nothing else to post.

But I found another 30day thing which challenges me even more. This time its not photos, its about my life loool. So for all you stalkers out there, hahaha :P

But I won't start that till Sunday, because I'm uber busy this week.

This is my 99th post, although it says 100 on my dashboard, but I have something special saved for graduation next year ;)

For my 100th post, I think I might do a Tumblr sorta thing, and post a series of images.

Okay, time to study again

BYE

~♥~

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Day #33
Thursday, October 21, 2010


Day #33: a picture of one of the best times of your life
Camp 2009: Playing Softball
Birthday 2010: Cutting the cake ^^

There were lots of good times in my life, but these two are the most recent. I miss camp and miss hanging out with all my friends 24/7 and watching people and their waking up faces xD 
My 16th birthday was AWESOME. Lots of friends again, and had some really fun times (:

Yay I have FINISHED the 33day Photo Challenge. I'm so proud of myself. But this means that I will return to posting very rarely ): I will try to post more. Its going to be my 100th post soon, so I will try make that something special (:

Thanks to all the people who have been following me through this challenge ^^

~♥~

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Day #32
Wednesday, October 20, 2010


Day #32: a picture that makes your heart smile
City, Yifan's

Because this is the first photo that I think I don't look that bad in. But this photo is badly photo-shopped (didn't haven't enough time).

~♥~

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Day #31
Tuesday, October 19, 2010


Day #31: a picture that makes your heart hurt
My wish has never come true.

This photo makes my heart hurt, because every time I wish for you, it never works. I think it just makes things worse.

~♥~

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Day #30
Monday, October 18, 2010


Day #30: a picture of a time when everything was changing

July 2008: My last day at Kristin

My last day at Kristin. At this time in my life, I was moving schools to AIC. And I was leaving year 9 to go to year 11.

~♥~

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Day #29
Sunday, October 17, 2010


Day #29: a picture that describes how you’d like to spend every day.
City June/July 2010

I would like to spend everyday eating Mrs Higgin's Cookies :D and also being carefree, not having to think about studying, EVER.

~♥~

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Day #28
Saturday, October 16, 2010


Day #28: a picture of how you’d like the world to see you
Camp Adair 2009: At the pole thingy

I want the world to see me striving to the best that I can be, as someone that reaches out for what seems to be impossible, and, of course, at the same time having LOTS OF FUN (:

~♥~

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Day #27
Friday, October 15, 2010


Day #27: a picture of you with someone you love.

I don't have a photo of me with the person that I love. Well I do, but I don't want to share with the world who I love. Lets just say, he's just UBER cute :P

~♥~

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Day #26
Thursday, October 14, 2010


Day #26: a picture of your recent headshot
A couple of nights ago.

Shut up, I look stupid I know... It was this or my passport photo.

~♥~

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Day #25
Wednesday, October 13, 2010


Day #25: a picture of you in a swimsuit – whether you love it or loathe it.
Camp 2008: Playing tag on the beach

Lol, i'm the one with the hat on the far right... With the hair tied up... And the pink bikini strap... Shut up, I'm fat, I know.

~♥~

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Day #24
Tuesday, October 12, 2010


Day #24: a picture of you in a fashion “don’t”
Camp 2007: Lining up, me in the center bottom right.

Never dress in a green Kristin camp shirt. They are hideous.

~♥~

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Day #23
Monday, October 11, 2010


Day #23: a picture of you when you were a different person than you are now
Year 9 Physics Rainbows-end Trip

Haha, I used to be a LOT louder, and I had a LOT more energy.

~♥~

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Day #22
Sunday, October 10, 2010


Its the 10/10/10 Happy Birthday to my MUMMY who is in China and not here with me right now, and to Julia, who has deleted her Facebook page.

Day #22: a picture of you when you were anything but happy… even if you were smiling and did your best to hide it.
Camp 2009: Hunua Falls

Ok I look really bad here, but it fits todays topic perfectly. I look happy, but WE JUST WALKED FOR 3 FRIKKEN HOURS TO SEE THIS TINY WATERFALL, HOW CAN WE BE HAPPY!?!?!?!

~♥~

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Day #21
Saturday, October 9, 2010


Day #21: a picture you had no idea was being taken
Birthday 2010: Me singing at Karaoke.

I hate it when people take photos when I don't notice. It's so annoying, I'm always pulling a funny face...

~♥~

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Sorry I didn't post this yesterday, I needed to take a photo for this one.

Day #20: a picture with your favorite doll
Me with my GIANT BUNNY (:

As I said, I had to take this photo just for this (: I found that I had more photos of Zelin with my favourite toys than of me with my favourite toys.

~♥~

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Day #19
Thursday, October 7, 2010


Day #19: a picture of a time in your life that’s over, and you couldn’t be more thankful that it is.

I can't think of anything that I'm glad that its over, so I'll just post a picture of Agnes from Despicable Me 


~♥~

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Day #18
Wednesday, October 6, 2010


Day #18: a picture of a time in your life that’s over, but you wish it wasn’t.
Camp 2009: Hunua Falls

I wish camp wasn't over, it was so fun >< And AIC is so gay that we don't have camp every year ):

~♥~

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Day #17
Tuesday, October 5, 2010


Day #17: a picture you’re tagged in on facebook that you aren’t actually in.
Sushi Train, 2010

Okay, well my arm is in this one... But this is the only proper 'photo' that didn't have my face in it. Aww isn't it awesome that there is finally a photo that my face isn't in. Well that 'best night' one, didn't have my face in it... But meh~

~♥~

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Day #16
Monday, October 4, 2010


I realized that I posted twice on the 30th September, so I didn't post yesterday, but here is today's photo:

Day #16: a picture of you being absolutely ridiculous
Camp Adair 2009: Water Slide


Well, this wouldn't be my completely ridiculous photo, the one of Julitta and I jumping would be. But I've used that one, so here is the one of me sliding down the water slide at camp. I pixelated it, cuz of my ugly facials :S

~♥~

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Day #15
Saturday, October 2, 2010


Day #15: your most recent picture
Talent Show Day.

I actually took some photos yesterday at Yifan's, but I cbf downloading them off Facebook. And I don't want to get out of bed to get my camera, cuz I took a photo yesterday. But this is the most recent on my laptop.

~♥~

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Day #14
Friday, October 1, 2010


Day #14: a picture of you truly being yourself
June 2008: Me and Julitta

Last day at Kristin. Haha yeah, i'm being hyper, just like myself... At times. Nah, I just couldn't find a photo of me truly being myself...

~♥~

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Day #13: a picture of you showing off a new haircut. (even if it’s an old haircut)
A Long Time Ago

I tried curling my hair earlier tonight, I looked like a was a poodle with bed hair. So I decided not to take a photo of it, here is the last photo that I took of me showing off a new haircut... It was a VERY long time ago :S

~♥~

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Day #12
Thursday, September 30, 2010


Day #12: a picture of a night you regret.
I can't think of a night that I regret, that I took photos of. So these are photos from nights that were the best nights of my life ^^

Cruise, December 2007: Us in one of the empty cabins. Guess who's finger that is...

Cruise, December 2007: A group photo :D
Birthday 2010: Song, Jason, Zelin and Joy at the top of that... thing.

Every night on the cruise was a good night, and my birthday was a good night too, so in total, these were photos from 12 goods nights (I didn't take photos every night of the cruise), that I have photos of (:

~♥~

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Day #11
Wednesday, September 29, 2010


Day #11: a picture of your special someone
My Husband <33

Since I have no special someone right now... Well no other half right now... ;] Here is my HUSBAND <3333 JULITTA <3 Lol...

~♥~

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The Past~

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             July `10
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             May `10
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Friends~

Sharon~
Winnie~
Zelin~
Saila~

Tags~

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